Venting

I am just venting today, I have so much and yet I am really stressed out! Troy and I are leaving in days for this great trip on a cruise, it should be al im thinking off right, nope instead, I'm pissed off at my aunt who conned me into this cute little dog who cost me a pretty penny today, which started my stress level high, then all this stupid ebay stuff I had no idea that so many people were not going to get their stuff or say they did id have spent the extra $2 on every package to have delivery confirmation. This is going to cost me in the end. I know it will all be a tax write off but its really pissing me off right now. Then for tootsie to tell me to contact my mother grr that is so, SO not what I needed today!!!!! I've already cried and I need to cry again!!! I feel like I'm such a burden and I don't feel good. Waiting on all this Social security stuff is stressful, my leg hurts, my head hurts, then troy pays for everything, That man really loves me and I don't understand why. I'm just costing him money. im going to go cry now.