My Troy

So realizing that sometimes I focus to much on the negative in my life sometimes, I need to focus more on the positive. I have two wonderful children who I love greatly, they are growing up to be fine young men. I write about people who anger me or upset me and don't write that much about Troy, at least I don't think I do. He was such an unexpected presence in my life, I was just learning to move on when he came out of nowhere to me, I wasn't trusting at first, I was very hesitant, was very unsure. He persisted and pursed although I believe he was feeling much of the same. It takes a lot to get over the loss of a marriage and dealing with a divorce is a lot like mourning the dead. So much hurt, anger and mistrust come out of it that I wonder how people move on. Yet they do, they learn to love and trust again. I love Troy, I trust him but more than that I like him, he is a nice guy, sometimes he is a stereo typical man and lets face it ladies all men are pigs, but he is still the good guy. I think the best thing about Troy is his view point which I have to admit can be hard sometimes, he looks at things from a different perspective than me which is good because sometimes I'm too nice too trusting and get hurt because of it. I sit and watch him sometimes and wonder what he is thinking then his eyes catch mine and they light up, his face lights up and so does mine as we make that eye contact that only those who are in love know. He is very special and at times I'm unsure where our path is taking us but I'm just glad I get to walk it with him.